Tell me what to do

Hai...i don't know how to describe how aimlessly i am now. To go for something which against my interest, the outcome may not be good. But the goal which i always want to pursue didn't come true, why do i end up in this state?! Right now doing a temp job, ending my contract this coming friday. I did ever think of extending it as they asked me too, but i chose not to. I don't know how to describe my feelings at there, i feel so helpless. I went there to work cause i wanted to wait for University letter, since now the hope is gone, i also choose not to go on with this. But im thankful to be able to know a few friends there. They really cheer me up alot during my working days there. We took pics too, wait till i receive pics from them then i upload and let u all see.

To kim, wish you all the best in your new job to come. I will miss the days we work together, my NAGASAKI friend. And hopefully we have chance to travel together.

Seriously i don't know what to do, i'm like in between of the road, with cars race past before my eyes and behind me. I see nothing but a blur future ahead. I'm lost..

Today i went to gym with HQ and Fang, feeling terribly great, i sweat it out!~...Anyway if you do not know, my de-stress method is through exercising.

I'm going Thailand with Eva and Liping on this coming Sat. Hopefully we gotta have lotsa fun there.

Off i go~