Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Im living in a world of fears

Thought i started my so call 'holiday', but everyday im living in fear. Even i sleep this two nights, i had nightmares. I forgot what it is, but i know i will wake up in the middle of the night suddenly.
Is it a pre-job phobia?
I don't know if i should take up part time studies, the jan-intake. In which i have to sign up within this month if i wanted to. Im worried when i start my DBS job, i couldnt make it for tutions and their exams are near. I know i shouldnt teach anymore, but i wish to do my part till they finish their final year exam. Cos is jus a matter of weeks time, is impossible to ask them to replace one immediately in such a short time.

Sorry this seems to be another emo post again, i just hope theres a place for me to talk out my worries n stuff..

Is a grey day...

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